You’ve now been in Japan, away from me, for a month, and I miss you with all my heart.

As I sit here writing this and tinkering with this page, my heart yearns for your company, knowing that it won’t come—yet I’m so happy and excited because I know you’ll be having an amazing and exciting time, and that’s honestly all I want in this life.

Amelia, my love, you are the kindest, purest, and most empathetic soul I have ever encountered, and I can’t wait to be reunited with you on the 21st, even if only for a short time. Being with you is the first time I’ve ever even thought about a forever, and I’m so excited to spend mine with you. Prepare for a lifetime of sappiness and kisses and cuddles—and what Nina considers harassment—because I’m never letting you go. EVER! But for now, Blåhaj will have to suffice.

One of these days, I’m going to help you see yourself for the downright perfect woman I see you as, but until then, I’m happy to very loudly (to anyone and everyone I meet) just see it myself. Loving you has turned me into a cringey, obsessive, and annoying person, and I couldn’t be happier about it, because you’re mine.

I'll see you so soon mon cœur

iloveyou <3